Saturday, April 14th, 2012 at
11:09 pm
I’m 15 and I have my learner’s permit. My mom is forcing me to get my driver’s license so that I can drive myself to work, and I am taking a driver’s ed class next semester in school.
Every time I get in the driver’s seat of the car, I clam up. My legs get tight, my heart starts racing, and I get SO scared. I’ve only been driving a handful of times, but never anywhere with intersections or traffic lights. The one time I drove on a road with other cars, I was going so slow the person behind me was honking; I tried to pull off the road and nearly crashed.
I am deathly afraid of intersections, highways, and just driving near other cars in general. I feel like I have no idea what I’m doing, and I’ll end up crashing and killing myself. My mom thinks that if I just drive more I’ll get over it, but I think I have a serious problem. Every time I get forced into the drivers seat I almost start to cry. What should i do? I really can’t get over this fear, but I can’t have people driving me around for the rest of my life
I don’t live in a place where I can just walk or bike wherever I need to go.
I don’t FEEL like i’m in control of the car. I feel like it’s a huge and bulky thing (I drive in a small Toyota Camry type car) and I feel like I can easily run into and hit things with it. I don’t feel like I have control at all.